Ehhh...

Restlessness is a funny thing. You know what I'm talking about... That annoying feeling right between your stomach and the bottom of your rib cage. How do I explain it? It's like when I was back in high school, sitting in third period, when suddenly I remember that I have to start off the 4x4 relay at the track meet that night. Goosebumps form on the backs of my legs. It's like small things that are bothering me suddenly consume me. I worry about them and run them through my mind until I am so nervous that they grow from small insecurities to mountains of distractions, blocking every clear thought that tries to pass through my mind. I find myself bidding my time... just trying to occupy myself as to not physically make myself sick from overthinking.